Song for guy

its stranger how things are. for 20 years I've been listening to this song in depressive moments. if I'm not depressed, I'd become right away. and I think a lot about my father, probably because he used to listen to this song when I was a child. in some extreme cases I think about suicide and the lyrics "life isn't everything" sounds like an incentive. last year my father killed himself and the feelings this song awakens in me remain the same, except that now there is no longer a remote possibility of salvation, at least for one of us.

https://www.last.fm/music/Elton+John/_/Song+For+Guy